I have many dreams lately, ones where I am traveling the world with my daughter. Jamaica, Switzerland a lot of sandal resorts around the world.... The dreams are amazing, maybe it is telling me how much I have missed out on and my way of becoming close again... I know that some people think that I am crazy wanting and believing that I will win the lottery, but I believe it will happen and I know that the moment that it does I will be traveling the world with my daughter, what better way to experience everything is through her eyes... She is so amazing, so intelligent so centered in her faith that all you can be is in awe of her... her father has done an amazing job with her, and yet if you met her you would know that she is strong not just because of her father but by her faith..
So yes I dream, I dream of seeing the world with her, of learning from her, that is better then all the money in the world....
As it sits it is not that I need money, as I have never given a wit about it.. I am happy just living but I know that it would give a lot of family members a do over, to start from zero... And where they go from there is up to them... Me I am happy just seeing new things , having new experiences... Heck I am happy being away from town.. I like the trees, the quiet my life is pretty darn good... And my dreams are amazing even if they are only dreams
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Lull
My life seems to be in a stale mate. I am used to traveling to working, to being productive and now it seems like my life has no meaning, no purpose.
I live in a world that is slowly destroying itself, more taxes less military,no leadership... I feel it would almost be better if we all went back to living like they did in litte house on the prairie... Where family mattered, neighbors mattered things mattered. Now a days children are raised to be spoiled so bad that even the sound of their voices are like fingere nails down a blackboard.. What happened to the days when there were no iPods Xbox 360 Netflix and tablets what happened to playing outside and chores, to giving children a sense of responsibility instead of them getting a sense of entitlement ...
Our world is becoming corrupt with no values, no beliefs... This is a world that is so sad to live in... Third world Countries may not have all the technology that we have but their children play outside they help their neighbors there is a sense of community a unity we no longer have here... Maybe today is just a bad day for me, so be it. It is what it is... And tomorrow I will still feel the same about how we raise our children, how we treat our neighbors and how we are as a country.
I live in a world that is slowly destroying itself, more taxes less military,no leadership... I feel it would almost be better if we all went back to living like they did in litte house on the prairie... Where family mattered, neighbors mattered things mattered. Now a days children are raised to be spoiled so bad that even the sound of their voices are like fingere nails down a blackboard.. What happened to the days when there were no iPods Xbox 360 Netflix and tablets what happened to playing outside and chores, to giving children a sense of responsibility instead of them getting a sense of entitlement ...
Our world is becoming corrupt with no values, no beliefs... This is a world that is so sad to live in... Third world Countries may not have all the technology that we have but their children play outside they help their neighbors there is a sense of community a unity we no longer have here... Maybe today is just a bad day for me, so be it. It is what it is... And tomorrow I will still feel the same about how we raise our children, how we treat our neighbors and how we are as a country.
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