Dreams

I have many dreams lately, ones where I am traveling the world with my daughter. Jamaica, Switzerland a lot of sandal resorts around the world.... The dreams are amazing, maybe it is telling me how much I have missed out on and my way of becoming close again... I know that some people think that I am crazy wanting and believing that I will win the lottery, but I believe it will happen and I know that the moment that it does I will be traveling the world with my daughter, what better way to experience everything is through her eyes... She is so amazing, so intelligent so centered in her faith that all you can be is in awe of her... her father has done an amazing job with her, and yet if you met her you would know that she is strong not just because of her father but by her faith..

So yes I dream, I dream of seeing the world with her, of learning from her, that is better then all the money in the world....

As it sits it is not that I need money, as I have never given a wit about it.. I am happy just living but I know that it would give a lot of family members a do over, to start from zero... And where they go from there is up to them... Me I am happy just seeing new things , having new experiences... Heck I am happy being away from town.. I like the trees, the quiet my life is pretty darn good... And my dreams are amazing even if they are only dreams