My life may have started off hard after 18 but what I do know is since I changed my perspective on things it has truly been blessed. I can thank the book "Way of the Peaceful Warrior" by Dan Millman into opening my eyes to the truth of this world. I was so overwhelmed in what had happened and in what could happen that I forgot that the day I was in was passing by, leaving again more regret. What I have learned in this life is that the only day that I have is today, the only moment is the one that I am in. So when something bad happens I need to remember that it is only a moment in time the moment will pass the same with the good it is in that moment and it to shall pass.
Life is not about always being happy or always about being sad, it is about LIVING. What can I do today to live, what is it that I am not seeing? Why am I so engrossed in self that I do not notice the beauty that is all around me.
I have had an amazing life in the last eight years have gotten to see the beauty of Hawaii the wilderness of Alaska. I have the ability to not worry and just go, just live. I have met the most amazing people and have learned that alone I can do anything.
The time is Now, not yesterday and not tomorrow, I chose to live it love it and make the most of what I have been given. I have never wanted to be planted in one place I have always wanted to see the world, and to know that my baby wants the same thing and she is going for it makes my heart soar, to know that there is so much that she wants to do for the good is a beautiful feeling knowing that I had no part in this that it is just in her amazes me.
Every morning I like to sit and hear the world around me and be thankful for the day for the blessings and the heartache. For in the heartache I learn who I am and it molds me into what I become. Every thing in this world has a purpose and it is not for me to know what that purpose is just to know that it is.
I am happy that my daughter showed me a place to write my thoughts, my feelings. It is the best diary ever.
I am blessed even in the bad moments, I am truly truly blessed.
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